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[pancakeboy]

[Text him! Or do whatever, I'm not the police, and neither is he, thank God. Just specify if you want the more-fun-but-less-stable pre-11/20 guy or the grumpy third semester/postcanon guy. Pancake only for VRDR guys please, he's not third semester yet]

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[unfoggedlotus]

Ren keeps a hold of Magpie's hand, despite the rocky ride. That's gotta be symbolic of their relationship. "Yes gay chicken, just not in the kitchen," he fires back with a wink. "And yeah. Drake trusts Frog. Frog will see reason."

[fogbornphantom]

"I'm not trying to cheat!" Crow's Shadow's voice even cracks a little at that, cheeks red. "I was just trying to lighten the mood!"

It at least gets Crow to laugh, albeit hoarsely. "At least a few of the others took a more neutral stance and agree that you're necessary. And if it comes down to it, we can stick together and avoid the others. I certainly don't expect you to spend more time around Glitch and Drake than necessary."

[pancakeboy]

"Hiro, or whatever we're calling you right now. Calm down." But he doesn't reach for a doughnut, and he doesn't let go of Ren's hand; just pinches the bridge of his nose hard, before glaring back at Crow.

"You want me to be part of the mission itself? I can't imagine you'll get permission for that." Though he can see that if he's required for this, he might be required again. For a second he's back in Sae-san's Palace, feeling every other set of eyes there bore into him, mocking his knowledge, his ability, his look... everything.

[unfoggedlotus]

"We have better imaginations, then," Ren says with a grin.

[fogbornphantom]

"Better to bring you along for the mission than to assume it'll be a one and done arrangement. There's enough of us that we'll likely have to break into groups regardless, and of everyone involved, Ren and I know you the best." So, yes, Crow has every reason to grin as well. Confidence may help make it easier for Magpie.

His Shadow say, "...We're still workshopping names, for the record, but that's less important than the task at hand."

[pancakeboy]

But his lip turns out. A bit disgusted with himself, he says, "Going back a few steps here, it sounds as if Drake doesn't have much say in this at all?"

Shut up, he's not concerned.

[unfoggedlotus]

"Drake has plenty of say," Ren sighs.

[fogbornphantom]

Crow shrugs. "We'll know by tonight, I suspect, but the more we can prepare, the easier it'll be once we know with absolute certainty."

That's the important part. They need to account for the inevitable.

"So... Assuming the stars align and it's decided that you are in fact permitted in the Palace. Will you join us?"

[pancakeboy]

"Do I have a choice?" He tries to let go of Ren's hand, to withdraw back into his sulk. He has a choice, of course. He can leave, and return to his apartment. With Yoshizawa-san and her bentos, and the awful, awful neighbours.

[unfoggedlotus]

Ren flicks his hand lightly. "You always have a choice."

[fogbornphantom]

"If you really don't want to go, we can't force you, but I truly do think it would be good for you, and I will support you every step of the way. It may be hard, but—"

Suddenly, and without warning, before Crow can even finish his monologue, a speedy figure dashes into the kitchen, snatches the donut box from Crow's Shadow, and slides it across the table to Magpie with an all too playful smirk.

"Here, Magpie. I believe they've tormented you enough."

Yes, Raven is here. Beware.

[pancakeboy]

It's like a bucket of water over his head. He doesn't take the box, just stares at it. Stares at Raven, while the tangle of hate swells in his chest. What the hell?

"... were you listening?", he says, eventually. He doesn't... well, he doesn't know what he wants, at this moment. But not that.

[unfoggedlotus]

And so is Ren-the-smaller. He follows after Raven and snatches a donut before he puts them on the table. "Nope." He's already got a mouthful of chocolate glaze. "We just saw the donuts."

Ren stares at his younger self much like he did Magpie earlier.

[fogbornphantom]

Raven snatches a chocolate donut as well, but then nudges the box closer to Magpie. "Just a small shipping fee. Now, enjoy."

He winks, motioning for Ren to follow. Crow's Shadow just stares, dumbfounded.

While they wait for the kids to leave or whatever they came here for, Crow glances across the house. "Why don't we relocate to the couch? Things have gotten so needlessly tense."

[pancakeboy]

Don't mind Magpie. He's just staring after Raven, still sans donut, trying to keep the disparate parts of himself from clashing too spectacularly. It feels like the most dangerous moment of the evening.

"Right," he says, blankly. But Crow could have suggested an al fresco orgy, for all he knows.

[unfoggedlotus]

"Tell us when you're done being boring!" Small-Ren calls, following Raven.

Joker rolls his eyes. "Ok. Couch time." C'mon. Ren picks up Magpie's hand and tugs him.

[fogbornphantom]

Crow brings the donut box along, following them toward the couch.

"So, how are you feeling?"

He'll wait for Ren and Magpie to sit before sitting beside Magpie. His Shadow squeezes in beside Ren.

[pancakeboy]

On the couch, he draws into himself, folding his hands tight. "Aren't you a detective? I feel like shit, Crow. And now I feel like I've been run over by a truck, on top of that."

Peeling off his gloves, he takes a donut with a glare. "Two pre-adolescent, solid lead trucks. Depleted uranium trucks." Nom.

[unfoggedlotus]

"Me too," Ren grunts. Small-him is currently going through an adrenaline rush from getting away with calling Magpie boring. And a sugar rush. He picks up a donut of his own.

[fogbornphantom]

Crow's Shadow loops an arm around Ren, nuzzling him. "We're here for you, darling."

Crow nods, placing a hand on Magpie's shoulder. "I realize that we came on a little strong earlier. Is there anything you'd like to get off your chest?"

Raven, meanwhile, is assuring the younger Ren that Magpie is not, in fact, boring and is very, very cool.

[pancakeboy]

It takes him a while to reply, mainly because he's shoving the donut into his face under cover of a sulk. Five minutes ago he had a whole plan laid out, and now he's been sidelined to his alternate plan B, when they lovebomb you, smile and tell them to choke on it before you walk out forever with a cool swish of your jacket.

He chews the donut as if it's done him a personal insult, then produces a wipe from his pocket to clean up, staring past the TV instead of looking at Crow. "What is there to say? I agreed to what you wanted. I'm sure it will be wonderful."

We're here for you, darling. Honestly. He summons an unconvincing inward facsimile of contempt, just for him.

[unfoggedlotus]

"And I'm sure you don't feel constricted by that at all," Ren snorts.

[fogbornphantom]

"...You feel like you don't truly have a choice. Like we've cornered you and are twisting your arm, and you have no true freedom in this situation." Goro heaves a heavy sigh, tightening his grip on Magpie's shoulder. "Is there anything we can do to alleviate those feelings? The last thing I want is to use you, no matter how dire the circumstances."

[pancakeboy]

"I don't need my feelings alleviated." Annoyed, he finishes scrubbing his hand clean of coarse, cheap sugar, and drops the wipe on the floor just to get up Crow's nose. "I said I'll do it."

If he wasn't so fucking weak, he'd break Crow's grip on his shoulder, and break Ren's hand right along with it. But he is weak, weaker even than he used to think he was, and the part of him that could do anything has rusted almost to nothing.

[unfoggedlotus]

"Yes, yes, you're very strong and hard-shelled and don't deal with any of the pesky feelings that we do," Ren snorts again. "Just...theoretically. What would make you feel better."