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Goro Akechi | 明智 吾郎 ([personal profile] pancakeboy) wrote2037-02-10 01:19 am
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[Text him! Or do whatever, I'm not the police, and neither is he, thank God. Just specify if you want the more-fun-but-less-stable pre-11/20 guy or the grumpy third semester/postcanon guy. Pancake only for VRDR guys please, he's not third semester yet]
fogbornphantom: (sigh)

[personal profile] fogbornphantom 2024-01-01 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
Apologies. I suppose I'm still a bit out of it.

[He might as well take a sip.

Mm. Certainly quality. Magpie's tastes win yet again.]
fogbornphantom: (smirkechi)

[personal profile] fogbornphantom 2024-01-01 04:00 am (UTC)(link)
Is that so?

[Heh. Well, it at least got a lil' smirk to partially form.]
fogbornphantom: (smile)

[personal profile] fogbornphantom 2024-01-01 05:41 am (UTC)(link)
[...Pfffft. Snrk. Sorry, Magpie, but he can't help but laugh.]

I wasn't even thinking about sex specifically.

[Though, goodness. He figured it out... then again, Raven likely did, too.]

But I see what you mean. The freedom to be so close to him is... well, I only wish I could share my fortune, honestly.

[Annnnd that smile's waning again.]
fogbornphantom: (disappointed)

[personal profile] fogbornphantom 2024-01-01 08:17 am (UTC)(link)
[...Damn it. How the tables have turned.

He takes another sip of coffee before responding.]


He tried everything to push me away. Saying everything I knew about him was fake, admitting to how he hurt you, and denying that I care about him after I asserted that I did.

[Which is... well, obviously, it's not great.]

He even acted like I was trying to start a "cognitive murderer collection" as if thre was no more nuance to my actions or intentions.

[Absolutely frustrating, to say the least.]
fogbornphantom: (cringe)

[personal profile] fogbornphantom 2024-01-01 08:23 am (UTC)(link)
I haven't exactly kept count.

[He holds his cheek up with one hand, while the other taps at the tabletop.]

He kept insisting that everyone should cut him loose. He was adamant that he will die, no matter what he tries. It was so...

[He can't even find the right words, so he takes another sip of coffee.]
fogbornphantom: (sad)

[personal profile] fogbornphantom 2024-01-01 08:30 am (UTC)(link)
I can't lose anyone else.

[His voice sounds so small. Almost closer to a frightened Raven than his usual confidence and conviction.]
fogbornphantom: (sigh)

cw: suicide ideation mention

[personal profile] fogbornphantom 2024-01-01 08:42 am (UTC)(link)
[It's so strange, so surreal for Magpie of all people to comfort Crow like this. He's doing his best. Putting forth an effort.

It's... nice.]


I know he's not my responsibility, but even if he's from a different world, it's so fucking frustrating. I have had far too many close calls. Nanako-chan nearly died. Marie came this close to suicide because she thought it was the only way to protect us all.

Why is it so hard to accept that he's worth saving?

[It's not just that Ren, though. There's another person he can think of who fits the bill...

But that goes unsaid.]
fogbornphantom: (disappointed)

[personal profile] fogbornphantom 2024-01-01 09:00 am (UTC)(link)
It's not as though I've shirked my responsibilities. I'm doing everything I can for them. I don't plan to let this get in the way of my obligations.

[And yet it's clear that despite his words, it's still bugging him.

He takes another sip. Will caffeine even help him relax? Hell if he knows at this point.]


But that doesn't mean I'm happy. To be frank, it pisses me off when people I care about act as though their lives have no value or that the world would be better off without them.
fogbornphantom: (disappointed)

[personal profile] fogbornphantom 2024-01-01 09:13 am (UTC)(link)
We got along well enough, established a friendship of sorts. I wouldn't say I'm as close to him as I am to you, but among this world's teenage population, he is one of the people I've spoken to the most. And now he's trying to push everyone who dared treat him kindly away. He's self-deprecating and doomsaying and being so frustratingly dismissive.

[It's infuriating. Months of good will, and this is what he gets? Really?]

...and it made me think about you. About what happened with your Ren. He said you don't plan to survive after Maruki's defeat.

[...]

I truly hope you reconsider.
fogbornphantom: (grumpy)

[personal profile] fogbornphantom 2024-01-01 09:26 am (UTC)(link)
...All right, but there's a lot to talk about. Your Ren entrusted me with certain things and hoped that I'd pass them on when you returned. At some point, we'll need to discuss it.

[But that's more evasiveness, isn't it? Damn it.]

And I know the other Ren took what I assume was shared out of trust and used it as a weapon. That isn't fair to you. It never was, and I don't intend to say otherwise.

If he pushes away everyone who even tries to treat him well, he'll only hurt himself. It's absurd.

[Because he knows it's not just him. It can't be.]
fogbornphantom: (wtf)

[personal profile] fogbornphantom 2024-01-01 09:40 am (UTC)(link)
...I don't think we need two Ravens running around. I also wouldn't want to inconvenience Ren like that. Or you, for that matter.

[But congratulations, Magpie. That prospect alone is enough to make Crow stare and briefly envision this.

Goodness.]
fogbornphantom: (wtf)

[personal profile] fogbornphantom 2024-01-01 09:46 am (UTC)(link)
I'd rather not put Ren in an awkward position where he's the one lonely at night.

[Hmm... Yes, another sip seems good.]

In fact, overall I would say the pros of me remaining this age far outweigh whatever amusement you and Raven would get from me reverting to a younger age.

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