[Sometimes, you just need to destroy anything good you have, before it can be taken away. He types furiously.]
Try this, then. I *want* to be like Shido. I admire how he operates, what he does. How he takes what he wants. How he can't be hurt. When I see myself grow like him, sometimes I feel sick, yes. But sometimes I'm glad. That that strength is in me, if I can cut away the rest
The only reason I object to him, or anything he's doing, is that it's *him doing it*
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Try this, then. I *want* to be like Shido. I admire how he operates, what he does. How he takes what he wants. How he can't be hurt. When I see myself grow like him, sometimes I feel sick, yes. But sometimes I'm glad. That that strength is in me, if I can cut away the rest
The only reason I object to him, or anything he's doing, is that it's *him doing it*